"EXPOSED" is dedicated to m y Friends of spiritual nature who have steadfastly held my hand as I have walked through the hallways of life into a room with a brighter view

Thank You.

In the midst of my chaotic life of semi-madness (perhaps total madness to some) I have once again been prodded by my reoccurring dreams into writing yet another booklet that is filled with concepts I either understand, or, lack the strength of spirit that would be required to enact upon and indoctrinate as a lifestyle….how frustrating!! However, seeing how this is now the third booklet to be written of this basic pattern and theme I am convinced that my writings are influenced by a touch of divine intervention.

If this is the case I highly doubt this will be my last adventure in writing. I can honestly now say I don’t mind because I am certain there are big events of life coming my way that I would not want to be ill prepared for.

OOOOOOHHHHH!!!!

The way I came about the name of this booklet “Exposed” is self-explanatory. I expose myself, my passions, my anger, and at the same time expose the state of humanity through our eyes and the eyes of the unseen. In completing this booklet I have learned to accept the fact that I shall never again be the man I was. This may be a good thing. We will see!

Forward

I feel fortunate to encounter a soul who has the bravery to share his thoughts and feelings. Pale and powerless paper becomes a sacred space where Andrew bares all - not necessarily to be heard so much as needing to express through writing; and so we are blessed with these words of wisdom. His writing is rich and generous; such is the gift of these pages by Andrew Louisy. - Elizabeth Neef

* Special thanks to Tawan Harris (proofreading and inspiration), Elizabeth Neef (proofreading/editing consultant), also Ron Sisson and Mary Beth Snyder (proofreading, editing, typing)

1.Exposed

Cognizant, yet not focused
Aware of my environment, yet feeling lost.
Standing, awkwardly center stage succumbing to sensations of being dissected......
Exposed
Universal lights encompass my being, yet I am not blinded.
What I can see has form but no shape.
There is a multitude.
An infinite presence conveying a message of absolute truth.
Silent sentinels of supreme awareness that move
individually,
yet exist as one.
I can move, but if I am to flee
where could i go that they (it), couldn't find me.
Amongst the various spectrums of light i stand steadfast...
Exposed.
There is no conviction or malice from the many.
Just truth.
That alone is unbearbale to me.
Naked truth.
Although I have pressed my eyes tightly shut,
I can still see "all" with terrifying clarity.
I am being inundated with cosmic knowledge
beyond my reasoning,
then battered from a barrage of visions
of various episodes that had occurred in my life.
Episodes I had chosen to forget.
Episodes that bear a serpent's head
with a vulgar, forked tongue that prods my conscience
to a supreme state of awareness.
A state of knowing which appoints me, myself, and i
as my own judge and jury
in the court of life I stand...
Exposed.
My truthful acceptance of numerous personal verdicts
varies the spectrums of ethereal light to softer hues.
Colors of compassion and understanding
tht vibrate my senses to a higher level of being.
In a weightless bliss,
free and unencumbered, I glide through the cosmos
upon infinite fragments of light...
Exposed...

3.Sacrifice

I believe the average person in our North American society has a selfish attitude concerning the act of sacrifice. Perhaps this is due to the fact that sacrifice hurts then humbles. In retrospect, sacrifice cares for, then enhances those who understand its essential purpose.

By and large the expression “timing is everything” has bearing. There comes a time at moments in life for sacrifice. Perhaps anticipating enacting upon these moments preserves spiritual strength. Don’t ‘have to let go’…’want to let go.’ Don’t measure your losses…acknowledge your gains. Positively embrace sacrifice….positively enhance yourself.

4.In The Flow

We are
in the flow.
through love and understanding,
we have grown.
Together we
enhance ourselves.
Your patience
and trust,
is also mine.
To stay in the flow
with someone
like you
is everything.
We are true beauty.
What we are
naturally,
was meant to be,
in the flow.

8.Everyone Is Selling Roses

A bouquet of beauty smelling sweet. A cornucopia
Of rain bowed delight. Thorned stems guard the
Ornate crown, adorned with majestic leaves. Easy
To sell, easier to receive……..so everyone is
selling Roses. Roses promise sacred dreams, that
Greet romanced intention. They commend victory
Yet to be, or reward successful out come. Their
Impact is great as one or in a bunch……So
Everyone is selling roses. Eventually
Their blossoms brown, their
Majestic leaves whither,
And the perfumed
Odors fade
With the
Color.
What
Is
Left
Is a
Stem
Of
Staggered
Thorns.
With
Prickled
Motives
Of
barbed
intent
…
…
Every-
One
Is
Sell-
Ing
Roses.

9.The Bait

I could start telling you wonderful stories of how I used to live. Sure…I could reminisce for hours about my glorious escapades in my past and dreamily reflect on all the self-perceived conquests I purveyed. This now seems redundant based on my current status as simply serving as catalytic bait for non-aligned beings… What in God’s name is he talking about?? Allow me to explain.

Man uses bait to attract starved animals to hopefully catch and then utilize parts of their bodies for means of continuing existence. There is an unseen, infinite, cosmic energy which utilizes an individual’s spiritual awareness as bait to attract starved spirits of other individuals which are hopefully caught and given a new awareness. The purpose is to utilize their enlightened energy for means of continuing existence.

I guess the easiest way to clarify this theory of how one becomes spiritual bait would be to start with basic concepts and work my way through. Any claim made which you feel lacks validity I will leave to you to prove false.

Everything in existence has a common denominator. Everything, in one way or another, requires energy to exist. Everything!! All forms of energy have a common denominator. They all have a nucleus from which they are derived. Energy cannot end therefore it is the only ties of the past and the future to forever. It is the beginning and the end. The ultimate survivor with no constrictions of time. Energy affects the workings of all.

I believe there is a cosmic source that directs the essence of a universal energy which serves to create and then balance each universe as necessary. The implications of this belief are immense but plausible. After all can you tell me what boundaries energy has which are absolute?

The problem I had was to solve the mystery of what powers the source? What keeps it going? How does it continue? Here’s where you and I enter the picture……and how I ended up writing this piece.

It is important to remember that the Source has been familiar to mankind’s subconscious and conscious mind since our beginnings. We call it God, Allah, etc ( I would like to clarify, however, that my piece you are reading had nothing to do with religion whatsoever) This has to do with an awareness of an outside force bigger than my or your capability of fully understanding , yet so obviously apparent if one views grandeur of Earth’s design with an open mind. That same open mindedness should be applied to reading my scientific explanation of how I became “The Bait”

To best understand the gist of how I now exist you must keep one definite premise in mind: Everything in existence has a purpose and there is an order of occurrence that these purposes must serve. It would seem that this tends to become complicated to us because we think freely. Our free thought becomes the purveyor of invention. We learn to exist in the boundaries of what we have learned or invented and conform to the standards of the society we live in.

Yet, the recurring mystery that haunts us all is sense of purpose. What is my purpose? Well, I believe we all have a common purpose that serves a hierarchy of creation ; a hierarchy which at the core is the purest of energy: the Source. This hierarchy has one means of continuation that is the growth of its seeds until they can be harvested. We are that seed. Our growth stores energy like wheat stored energy from the sun. The Source benefits exponentially from our growth when acknowledged and honored by our striving to intuitively abide by the codes or laws of living in the flesh ( as humans) which exist subconsciously in all. It awakens when our hearts are open.

At times, we humans forget these codes and laws of proper growth exist . This creates a lack of balance universally due to the fact that we are not properly serving our higher self. We, in essence are draining the core of pure energy by ignoring our energy flow within. We are diverting energies of creation which feed the process of continuation so that they can attempt to balance our undoings. It is in these attempts to balance our undoing’s that the hierarchy of energy requires bait. This bait is to plant seeds of awareness in our subconscious which could allow pure energy a chance to feed our hearts and be fed by our actions.

Now I’m not saying that becoming bait is a regal responsibility which sets me above others. I have not bequeathed myself any special spiritual status. As a matter of fact, it is quite the opposite. As I began the piece saying, there is only a feeling of redundancy for what I was. What now exists is a constant struggle with knowing what I should be. These struggles are simply humiliating in flesh and spirit. But slowly and painfully, I soon will be humble enough to accept and enact upon my purpose daily. Be it through my personal pain or gain, I humbly must pierce my flesh on a hierarchy of existence’s hook to feed hungry spirits a sense of purpose. Perhaps to surrender willingly make this process one of painless bliss.