Jen's Notes

I pieced this together from notes I made over the years of working with Andrew, I'm very glad that I kept them. .

Thinking requires logic, rationale and processing
Thought requires desires, intuition and faith
Insecurity comes from thinking
Intuition is assimilated common sense with faith.

Compromise is interactive transmutation to a higher power.

Bad moods are fighting love.

True health lies in acknowledging a higher power.

Expectations lead to judging. Desire to assess positively. To train yourself not to judge, picture yourself in your worst moment. Sit in your ugly.

Dark is short term with limitations, light is long-term with vision.

Hard work with focused intention on positive results will get them.

Everyone is brainwashed to perceive things as uglier than they are and to use it in language. It’s easier to be dark because most of the world is dark.

If you put your self-worth in others they will chew you up because that is human nature.

Unconditional is the secret to empowerment. Unconditional positive energy builds a wall.

Acknowledge yourself in God’s eyes, don’t measure yourself in societies eyes.

Virtual reality=computer
Virtuous reality=God’s dream.

When you see yourself through God’s eyes, that’s total realization. I am that I am.

Knowledge=math, music, art, science. Inner universe leads us to higher knowledge.

Commitment, obligation and accountability, are the basis of positive potential. We avoid this because we are deathly afraid of our higher power and our higher self.

1. Commitment
2. Obligation
3. Accountability
4. Repetition-a sacred principal of discipline, solidifies truth.
5. Relativity
6. Awareness
7. Objectivity

Ego is avoiding your potential and God.

Creativity leads to imagination which leads to acceptance. Darkness can’t touch imagination because it is off this plane.

A partner willing to look at themselves in an honest way is all I need in a relationship. Recovering addicts in a relationship is about insecurity in instability.

Healthy shame=realization
Healthy guilt=acceptance

Spirits have differences, different level of spirit, levels of awareness. There is no higher, what is level 2 in relation to level forever? In fractal pools everything leads back to the beginning, but just at another different level. Levels on levels to forever forever.

Never forget what gets you where you are at. Ever.

Feelings are internal, emotions are external. Emotions are reactions to feelings. Stabilizer is eternal; wash it through.

Where your attention goes, energy flows. What I focus my energy on becomes my higher power.

Love fuels the heart and fear fools the mind. We can overcome much of our fears by learning to accept vulnerability and releasing control and then giving it up to a higher power lovingly. Love is patient, kind, forgiving, and understanding unconditionally. Fear is possessive, destructive, obsessive, and confusing. Love rests in us peacefully warming our hearts and pacifying our being. Fear assaults our senses, confusing the mind and creating chaos to our being.

When I listen to my heart, my brain loses control and my brain’s thinking is dark. Do not live by my emotions, base myself on how I deal with my emotions.

Jealousy is the lowest form of energy. The lowest form of disrespect to your higher power. Insecurity is about being obsessed with how others perceive me.

1. Breathe
2. Do not control and question
3. Ask God for the strength

Don’t expect anything. Go past fear by going towards desires with faith. Demonstrate faith by being thankful for existence when things aren’t going well. Positive attitude.

Focus everything that you are collectively in senses and bring them together to form external actions-COMMON SENSE.

Don’t listen to my head, let my head listen to me. Be part of other people, not them part of me.

Be in myself by noticing things around me.

Communicate to myself what I want. Respect myself and others. Fullillment can only come with someone who sees the depth of your soul. Discovering that my goal is to be faithful for life. Be faithful to myself to accomplish this. Value-recognize who you love and give respect, time, regard, hearts desire to them.

Sacrifice means being wiling to give of yourself in key moments unconditionally.

Loss has to do with what you value.

13, 20, 33, triple axis rotate, heart lock initiate.

What made Cleopatra beautiful was that she knew her potential. She knew herself and stood tall in her womanhood without brainwashing.

God wants me to be happy. You don’t explain love, you feel it. Confusion leads back to old patterns. God’s dream is ‘being’. Don’t run from suffering, it creates more suffering.

Don’t prostitute my integrity.

Expose initial reaction/feeling to God. Expose it to higher power. Peace comes from being happy doing God’s work. When we start living our dreams, noone else’s reality can block you. We create room for miracles with belief. How can we be real if we are not stable?

People who are happy with themselves don’t get dark with Andrew.

Am I honouring what I value, or am I valuing what’s not working for me?