A Day With.
Piercing pain, sharp love
Bitterness swirls to cycles of rage
Spilling from the corners of a smile
Leaking laughter in a desperate plea
Help me.
Free me.
From the clutches of duality
the soul was enslaved
Survival grows in many forms
not to be undermined
Go to combat to love
Defend the right to isolate
Manipulate the story
to suit damaged ears
Another victim con
to protect unfiltered fears
Fuck you (I mean, Thanks)
Fuck you (please don’t leave me)
Fuck you! with lashing anger
I’m human
Confused demons of regret
Childhood hood emotions rack the heart
weaving arrogant illusion
I’ve lost my train of thought
Do you hear the echo?
Not innocent in action
Reclaim forgiveness from the rotting corpse
Free yourself to peace in slumber
Fuck you! (I feel it.)
Fuck you! (There’s hope)
I’m scared
Hidden from Self
Glaring Neon bright
Obvious destruction
Begging for a fight
Derail the rhythm and circle around
The years taste bitter
when clouded by false perception
Beauty inseparable from misery
I’m sorry, humanity is,
The experience of learning
Still the struggle of contrast
adds dimension not devalue
Free yourself from the psychosis
yes, the pain is real
Spirits intertwined
Dancing in the darkness
Notes need no hope to spiral
It always was alright
Listen to the music
Your heart already knows
He’s speaking to your spirit
Only you can’t see your glow
The darkness is just balance
You never were disposed
Sacred and protected
This is how the river flows
Release the heavy sadness
Let it wash away
You’ve proven your strength moreover
Than any soul must pay
Fuck you if I have value
Fuck you if I have light
I’ve lived so long in darkness
too guilty to take flight
How dare you see my beauty
How could you lack conditions
If I am as you say
Then my challenge is forgiven
Blinded with self-destruction
Fill the mirrors with distraction
To keep from meeting my own eye
You’re threatening my addiction!
Again there is a circle
I’ve been to this place before
But something has been changing
It can’t be as simple as a door
If I walk forward as you say
And trust a Higher Might
What system could be so painful
Yet love with glowing Light?
By Erin Thexton. 3/5/11
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